While I tried to make my classes somewhat even, one of my classes ended up having the days and time changed. So I now have a 3-4:15 MW class(meaning I have to pay for a half day of daycare for my son for like 5 minutes of actual care), instead of a 9am on TR. Not that I'm complaining I only have one afternoon class on TR, but it definitely makes for a long day on MW when I have class starting at 5:15am.
So I got up and took Connor to the bus this morning and then proceeded to come home and nap for a couple hours. I got up with Colby and made him(and the other people at the shop) some blueberry muffins. They got a little overdone because Norma takes forever to go to the bathroom...what a bitch. Anyway, I proceeded to watch a little TV and paint my toenails, since they were "gross and white, and I'm a girl" or at least, that's how Connor put it this morning when he asked what was wrong with my feet. Kids...lol. So I proceeded to class, where my teacher used the long drawn out "uuuhhhhh" after every word. It's like the Robin "but um" game but with "uhhhh" and you'd still never be able to catch up with drinks. So uhhhhhhh after that annoyance, I did a little upper body workout and proceeded to run home and then pick connor up from school.
I ran to Mattoon to the beauty supply store, because they are only open until 5...boo. Went to walmart and got stuff for supper and snacks and then headed home so that Connor and I could do our homework. Connor got his homework done and I slowly worked on mine. I made supper, took connor to baseball practice and then worked on my chapter readings during commercial breaks from Ink Masters. While I wish that show had less stupid scripted drama, I still like watching it.
All in all, not a terrible day. I got to spend some time at home with Colby for a bit and Connor in the afternoon. Homework is already feeling like a chore and bogging me down, but honestly, what isn't right now? Trying to keep climbing this hill, hoping that something good is at the top. All I know is I see a lot of people, mainly Colby, right now. He's so happy and in return he just puts out a great attitude and seems to actually be where he wants right now, which is crazy because we are in Charleston, Illinois. A place we fought so hard to get out of. But he's content and happy, and I'm not. At least not in certain areas of my life, other areas are fine. I just want to get to a happy place, where I feel happy on at least a weekly basis, daily may be a stretch sometimes, but you get it. I still miss Indy, I miss being there, I miss my friends, I just miss the feeling of achievement that came with getting out of this town. Oh well, tomorrow is another 5am day so I'm out.
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